Losing things I liked and were important
February 5, 2010 - 14:53
I am bugged. I really liked participating in LFTC, but thanks in part to greed and money issues the show is pretty much dead.
Yes I know efforts are being made to get the show going again, but I am afraid so many have given up, it is near hopeless.
Then today I learn that my unemployment has been cut despite the fact I have extensions left. So no I have no kind of income, and no job prospects.
I had hoped to have my CFI by the time my extensions ran out, but it seems that will not be now. I may have to return to that hellish job with Paratransit.
When I visit here I find almost no activity.
We had the thread about depression.
Well this is very depressing.
February 12, 2010 - 10:58
#2
thought it was just me...
hey!! it's been awhile since i posted here. i was having trouble with the livestream, so i am glad that there may be a fix of some sort??? anyway, been down here in the bay area, doing some gardening for a couple of clients. so, wow, have a little money in the bank. but it will be gone soon, already promised to a couple of landlords. sigh!!!! it would be nice to have angie on the air SOMEWHERE, ya know????? it's nice to be here in oakland/sf, but it's sort of like a vacation, so everything will be a little "rosy". no work to be found in seattle. getting old. one of my roommates, i just found out, is moving out. so the dynamics of the house will be changing, and i hope for the better. i was hoping that i would be the one moving out. but maybe this will be just what i need to, at least, feel a bit more like i DO have a home. not sure if i will keep the ceramic studio. i haven't been going due to lack of creative juices and lack of dinero to keep the clay coming in. but, maybe it's one of those "dreams" that i "thought" i still wanted in my life. not sure. hell, everything is up in the air. sometimes a tad distressing. i will be in the bay area again at the end of march, watching my friend's doggie, AND gardening a couple of jobs!!! so i do know that money is coming at the end of next month. live in a van??????????????????? hmmmmmmm. later, all. melody : )
February 13, 2010 - 11:58
#3
so.............
hmmmmmm.........feel like talking BUT not sure what to say. odd, yes, to explain the need to converse. my life is in limbe at the moment. have to LET GO constantly. it will work, it has to, yes???? so, hey, it would be cool to get together with some of y'all at the end of march. possible???? i will post when i am in town again. drinks are fun, and snacks of course. i hope everyone is doing well. later, mel
But I'm not at all surprised, given that the show hasn't been on, hardly. Really sorry to hear that your unemployment has crapped out like that, Py. I do hope you can find something decent.
I do think things will pick up here with a revival of regular shows happening, and I do believe that's going to happen. So hang in for that, guy.
Your friendly local LFTLC webmaster,
David